"Don't Think for a Moment
Of Looking down
Wowow Wings of a Dove"
Wings Of A Dove
By Madness
Been a while since I've written anything. We have the CST at school. Two weeks, can you believe it? Yeah, I can't.
Yesterday I found I got into the lowest choir of highschool. Sure, that ain't so bad. But I've been in the highest choir since last year. Two years and I feel like I'm not up to my potential, neither to all my musically-bright friends. Which is about... Well 90 percent of them. So they've urged me to try-out once more. I don't know if that will change anything, but I hope it does. I'm emailing the teacher tomorrow, wish me luck! I'll be fine even if I do stay where I am. I've got friends in that choir anyways, it'll be a good year no matter what.
Why does this apply to psycology? Well, let me tell you. When I heard the news, I was in shock. Well, not really. I did horrid at my audition. I was sick, and oh it was just a horrible off-pitch day.
CONTINUING
So I wanted to cry.
WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?
Well, let me tell you dear reader. It means I've switched personalities once more. (Did I explain my switching of personalities? Hum. I'll explain again.)
I've changed my personality from ENFP to ENTP through out my life a few times. This year, I'm leaning more back to ENFP (Which I must say, I dislike being and F. Too much drama comes with it. As you have noticed in my posts.) and I'm wondering if the whole switching thing is going to happen during my whole life. Or if this is just a hormonic teenage thing. I don't really know, but when I do you'll be the second to know.
Me, being the first.
So recap:
THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ENFP AND ENTP:
ENFP: Outgoing, argumentive, emotional, and messy (not on time)
ENTP: Outgoing, argumentive, not-as-emotional (rarely emotional), and messy
So I'm getting a bit more emotional, but like I said, it tends to happen during that time of month. Aren't females just awesome! We get to bleed out of our V's. Fun. I'm not going to say the whole thing just in case some people are sensitve to these things. So there you go.
"Jam yesterday, Jam tomorrow, but no Jam to-day."
That was my statement last time I posted. (I think I'll do this a weekly thing.)
The meaning of this statement is that:
When you think about yesterday, you think of good things. When you think of tomorrow you think great things too. But when today rolls around, you get what you get. So in memory and in theory you will always have a good thing to think about. Like remembering last year's school days are great, and tomorrow's day will be great. But when you really think about today, nothing great happened, but you'll somehow remember it as great.
I hope that makes sense. It made sense in my mind.
THE NEXT QUESTION FOR THE WEEK:
If a person's been deaf all their life, what language do they think in the head?
I have a pretty good answer, but enlighten me.
And All That Jazz.
