Forgotten

"Have you forgotten everything that I wanted?
Do you forget it, now you never got it.
Do you get it now?"

Forgotten
by Avril Lavigne

I'm not really sure what to say at the moment. All I know is that I am extremely tired and had the urge to write something. I had strange thoughts today in the car listening to music.

I realized that I was probably manipulated by my bestfriends.
And that well, I just forgot the second thing.

My thoughts are all scrambled.

Manipulation
I think that's a really big accusation. But I sure feel like that's happened to me. Like I was tricked into saying my thoughts only so they could be spread or ridiculed. I dislike this very much. I'm very tired and my thoughts aren't straight. But that's just how I felt earlier today. Like sudden realization.

Barns and Noble makes me happy. I'm talking to my friend on FB who's a Sevy (Seventh Grader. That's what we call them at out school. Well at least all the drama kids. LIKE ME.) and it's making me happy. I tend to say that a lot. But a lot of things make me happy.

And a lot of things make me unhappy.

But at the moment listening to music is very happy-making.

I think I'm going to need to find a point to this blog. Rather then just talking about me. I find that very liberating. But also very concieted at the same point. (And if you haven't noticed yet. I can't spell. Sorry for the incovinience.)

I just lost my train of thought.
And I'm going to find something to actually base this blog on.

And All That Jazz.